What do I say? What do I give to the world? I have so many thoughts to organize but I'm not sure how to anymore. I started this blog to have a different home for my poetry. Now I barely write.
I thought maybe I could start making videoes but then I worried about how photogenic I am.
I thought maybe I should ha e designated topics but I haven't been consistent.
Maybe it's because no one is listening. Maybe I'm not interesting enough. Maybe this isn't the place to show off how much I think about how I can't figure things out. Maybe I need to get out of my own way.
I want to write again but I don't know how to start.
This is not like riding a bike. Fuck nyone who says so.
Anyone else feel me?