Everyday I learn something about myself. Today I've learned just how bold I am when I let go of nerves.
I spent last week in a room full of accounting professionals. This week was spent around people trying to get their work done. All the adultness is as intoxicating as it is eye opening. I'm the youngest person in my department but this time, I don't mind it. Being surrounded by coworkers who actually want to be at work and don't vividly hate their boss is a dream.
However I'm very aware of how easily I could get complacent. Is this position exactly what I want? No. But it is a stepping stone. I'm already looking at other departments that more closely align with my career goals. But for now, I'll stay put and keep learning.
As for my thirst trapping, it's going pretty well. I have my eyes on a new guy. We met earlier this year and kinda fell out of touch. Thank technology for being my wingman because now I'm going for drinks. Out with the old, in with the new right? Don't worry, I'll start talking more about my dating life in the coming weeks. Trust me, it's juicy stuff.
In the last chapter I mentioned improving my organization skills. Look...it's a work in progress. My life is constantly changing and I'm just trying to keep up. Work with me people! When I know how this will go, trust me you'll know too!
I've learned that I am whoever someone wants me to be.
I've learned that this shit is real.
I've learned that I need to level up, romantically.
I've learned that I need to level my career up.
I’ve learned that I naturally go into “fix it” mode.
Today I've learned that I don't know what I'm doing.
Today I’ve learned how much birth control and kids matter to my family.
Today I've learned I'm not antisocial but still an introvert.
Today I've learned how uncomfortable I am when I'm happy.
I’ve learned that my body tries to protect me even when the rest of me doesn’t.